I love you. I really do want to have a life with you, or should I say
continue having one.
But I will never entirely trust someone, not completely. Not with
everything. Not even you.
Sad isn't it? I think that old saying is right, the ONLY person we
can count on is ourselves.
I will make sure that I can always leave and have a place to go should
I ever need to.
But I do love you.
I want us to work and I want to continue being your wife.
My Dear Husband,
I don't understand why it is we have to pay your ex child support, for a child that is living in our home. Yes, she may be having a hard time and need the money, but your son came to live with us quite some time ago. Why can't we switch the order. I don't even care if she pays us support or not. It is just ridiculous we have to pay her support for a child that lives with us. We work hard and just because she chooses not to work does not mean we should have to pay her bills. She is your ex and therefore, you should not be paying her expenses, you have not been with this woman for over ten years. I know I may seem a little cold hearted but it makes no sense at all to me, to contusing in paying her this child support.
I am #2005, written in August shortly after he and I broke up. It is now almost April and there have been some big changes.
Your ex-wife/ girlfriend has been checking my myspace page constantly when she knows we see each other. I do find it amusing that she has no clue how often you call to chat with me though. I'm sure if she did it would be yet another fight between the two of you.
Two days after Christmas, when she told you that she is fine with us being friends, she checked it 15 times in less than 20 minutes! I know it was her because shortly after I started getting a ton of hits on my page I installed two trackers on my myspace homepage. It lists the ISP address, town, internet provider, etc. SOOO guess what company shows up? The one she works for.
I sent you an address change card thing in the mail, sent to your parents house. I didn't have her address so I didn't think it would be a big deal. Jealous woman went into your email account and got my email from it. She sent me an email that contained a total lie as to how long you have been living back with her. I guess she thinks that I really am totally stupid. Gee if you moved back in with her over 6 months ago, why when we went to the football game in November, your mom and I went to see Garth's concert at the movies, Christmas, you were still living at home?
I have a feeling that you are just waiting for the other shoe to drop with her..and I pray it is soon. I wonder if she is cheating again since you are working 2 jobs to pay her bills. I have to say that I would be surprised if she wasn't. I just hope that if she is you find out sooner than later. I have not been sitting around waiting for you, but dating other guys has made me realize just how much we are "THE ONE" for each other. I would never do anything to break the two of you up, and I find it amusing that she thinks I would. Insecurity in a relationship is not a good thing.
I wish you knew how much your oldest daughter hates the fact that you and she are back together and how wrong she thinks that the two of you living together without being married is. But she won't say anything because she doesn't want her mother to hate her.
Gah, I wish I had started dating you right after we started talking, maybe that would have made a difference in July.
I am dating a guy now who is nice, but he picks on my weight, avoids my children, etc. because he says that he doesn't want to become a presence and then disappear when his school load gets too hectic. I understand that, but honestly, I don't want things to be more serious with him.
To my husband!
Where Should I start? How 'bout with your moodyness! I'm sick and tired of you coming home and ignoring me. A kiss would be nice every once in awhile! You walk in the door and act like you had the hardest day. WHAT ABOUT ME? I'm taking care of our house and our 2 small children. I leave you alone with them for 2 hrs and I come home to a MESS!!! Would it kill you to get off your lazy butt and help out every once in awhile? You put your friends before me and I hate it! You leave me alone to go stay at your friends house. Well guess what.... I wasnt alone some of those times. Thats right! I cheated on you! oh and get this...he was 4 doors down! I didnt think twice about it either. Not to mention when I told you I was going shopping, I actually met with him. We met at a hotel and had sex. GOOD SEX! then I came homw to you! What do you think about that one? What does that say huh? You say you love me but I dont believe you some of those times. You act like you have things so hard. Truth is though, your losing me! Ive thought about leaving you a thousand times. Ive saved money in a private account for when that time comes. I bet my account holds more than yours! If I leave....I'm wiping the savings account out. That will be enough to get me by for awhile. I DONT need you. I went out with my girlfriends a few weeks ago and I know for a fact I can get any guy I want...single OR married! One of these days your gonna walk in the door and find NOTHING!
Mr Confession #2430
My Sub-Par Life...... your Sub par life … I dated you for 5 years … I can’t believe I hung on that long and to be wed to a man who cannot please me .. I was somewhat prudish at first but you had such a hard time with the fact that I couldn't bear the thought of a penis in my mouth … It didn’t take long after our honeymoon to realize that the sex was borderline and that I would have to make do.. I have been having an affair since our anniversary with a guy I met at the grocery store remember that night when I was with the girls..and I was a little late.. Maybe if you paid attention to my needs and forgot about yourself for once you would get a bit more. He is a passionate lover that gives me the attention I need not to mention multiple orgasms…He has a huge member.. we actually tried the first time but couldn’t because it was too painful but have since been able to enjoy most of it.. … I know you work a lot but so does he … and , he knows how to prioritize… maybe you might realize after this that we are a lot worse off than YOU think…
Love your Sub par wife
I need help finding my sex drive. I seem to have lost it. Maybe
someone else picked it up and is enjoying it.
My husband has been sleeping in the guest room because of his slipped
disc. I miss him, but I really like having the bed all to myself.
I am more pissed off about the fact that you told me you cheated on me than the fact of you cheating in the first place. I am particularly annoyed that you felt the need to share so many details with me. Now you have it all off your chest, while I'm stuck with all kinds of unpleasant images and doubts in my head. Just because you don't remember most of what you say once it leaves your mouth doesn't mean I don't. Next time just find a confessions web site or, better yet, a confessional.
Not-Above-and-beyond. You said the job I do as a housewife is what every house wife does
Did you know in the 10+years we have been together that is the most hurtful thing you have ever said to me and that just thinking about it today made me cry all over again?
You know how things just reverberate in your head sometimes? How sometimes things just hang on for years? I have a feeling this is one of those.
I wish to god I could think of some insult that would cut you as deeply as that one did me.
To my POS husband….
I’m not stupid, I know it’s cum all over the toilet in the morning. I also saw it on the computer screen and all your dirty underwear. If you weren’t such a numb nuts I would be attracted to you and we would be having sex. When you walk around with your pimply, cottage cheese, hairy ass hanging out of your pants that are a couple sizes too small and give you dunlap, it is a turnoff. When you don’t groom yourself and you have all kinds of bug legs in your neck, dirty fingernails and yuck mouth it makes me not want to be in the same room with you, much less kiss you! And the way you treat me is horrible! You’re so lazy that you do nothing and lie about everything. You promise to take out the trash, pickup your mess in the yard, clean up your closet, take the nasty used lunch bowls out of our car. But none of it gets done! I am tired of your temper and your tantrums. I want out but I have no where to go! I would much rather sit here raising my kids, spending your money and avoiding you then uproot myself and kids without a stable place to take them!