Your loud audible sighing is driving me crazy. I have never seen or heard an adult sigh as much as you do. But the worst is that you do it - and if I ask what is up, you say "nothing" and then sigh AGAIN. It is as if you are an 86 year old woman.
I bought you a Moto Q smartphone for Christmas. I just found porn sites on it in your internet history. Jerk.
Sometimes when you get mad at me I wish I still cut myself. It's hard
not to, especially when you do things like telling me "shut the garage
door" and then when i go to shut the door, saying "Not THAT door! The
other door!" I can't read your mind and know you mean the side door on
the garage. You say "garage door" and I go to shut the one on the front,
the big one. And then you get upset with me and I want to cut myself.
Why am I the one to doubt myself? I'm pretty sure you've never wanted to
I love you with all my heart, but i really feel that you are holding me back in all i want to do. I want to have a clean house, but you wont pick up after yourself. i am tired of doing it for you. I want to be a lpn, but you gripe at me when i have to study instead of spending time with you. don't you get it jackass? I am doing this to better ours and our kids lives. I feel like I am just a piece of ass to you. we only have sex when its convenient to you, never when I want it. I want it all the time because thats the only way you ever show you care about me. You never do anything for me anymore, you don't open doors and you don't get me off. After we have sex and you roll over and pass out, i get out my toys and pleasure myself. I want to get intimate with another female but you say no, your afraid you would loose me to a woman. I have respected your wishes so far, except for one time, but you know what? Maybe you are right. Maybe a woman could show me emotion alot better than you can, and I bet give me better pleasure. You have no idea how tempted I am to find me a woman and see. But I do love you with all my heart. You just don't do anything anymore. Its you that has changed, i still go out and have fun, you used to go with me, but not anymore, and its not because I don't want you too. i do. And you say its because we have kids. Well guess what ass hole! I take the kids with and do stuff with them, not those losers we used to hang out with. Like today, I took the kids to the park, you wont even do that with us, you say that why should we go to the park, we have a yard. Its something to do, a change of scenery, and away from your depressing ass. I want this marriage to work, and I am willing to try whatever it takes, but that don't matter if you aren't willing, so get your head out of your ass and figure out what you are going to do about it before I am gone!!!
I confess that I don't know how to help my daughter. She's 18 and has been going out with a piece of shit boy one year older than her for 2 1/2 years and he has consistently broken her heart over and over and over again. I never liked him from the start. It took months before I'd even start to look him in the eye and then after a few months more and a few heart-to-hearts with him I began to except him (but always suspicious of him). Well, she goes away to see my family in another state for 4 days, and he cheats on her. She's hysterical and devastated. And after hours of her crying and me trying to say all the right things she starts talking about how she's going to take him back if he does X & Y. I told her she's crazy to even think of taking him back once again and that I will never except this boy again, and I called his father who was so apologetic for his sons awful behavior and told him to tell his son not to ever call my daughter again. I don't know what to do. I just hold her, and say "I know, I know" over and over. Please, anyone? OPh, and this drama comes on the heels of her bio dads recent rejection, and her bio dads family's rejection as well. My poor kid. Shit.
Sometimes I'd rather have chocolate than sex. Well, not really sometimes...more like most of the time.
Have you noticed that every time you and your husband come to visit that he, at some point, turns on our television and peruses the pay per view porn stations? It is possibly the strangest thing I have ever seen - and it isn't that I am personally offended by porn - just that he is doing this in some one else's home.
You stupid stupid woman, don't you realize that if you don't stop dwelling on the fact that your husband had an affair, you're gonna lose him forever.
You chose to stay with him, even though you know in your heart that he loves me and that he'll always come back to me. He stayed away from me for almost 2 years, but now he's back cause you can't stop harping on him. He's with me several times a week telling me how you're driving him insane with the accusations. At this point, he just figures if he's getting in trouble for it, he might as well be doing it.
You've had ample time to move on from this, you could have gone to therapy, and moved on with your life. You could have been happy in the fact that you won, he chose you as you call it, but instead you've stalked me in some way, shape, or form for 2 years and paid absolutely no attention to your husband. If you took all of the energy and put it into loving your husband, he wouldn't keep coming back for more.
If he and I ever do end up together, I will be happy to tell you to your face, "Thank you for giving me the one thing I really wanted."
You need professional help in a serious way. Go get it or get out!
I know I told you that I would love you regardless of what kind of job you did - but it isn't true. You are wasting your intelligence in these mechanic jobs. You are depressed and withdrawn. What worked for you and me when we were 25 doesn't work so well at almost 40 with 3 kids.
You are a punk ass bitch and I hope you get everything you deserve in life. I hope all of your holier than thou statements come back to swallow you up someday.