Confession #331
You look so sexy in your new glasses I want to rip your clothes off every time I look at you.
Confession #332
We've been together for 2 1/2 years and it pisses me off to no end, that you still do not accept my kids as a part of us. You tell me you love me but once a month....I know you do, but it would make me feel so much better if you would tell me a bit more
Confession #333
Before we were engaged, I cheated on you. The "affair" lasted 6 months. The only reason I stayed with you was because he was moving out of state, and I didn't want to go. I have always regretted this, as he made me feel like a real person, and you just make me sad.
Confession #334
I can't believe how much you love me. I hope you never realize that I don't deserve you.
Confession #335
That night I super glued your butt shut, it was only because you would have woke up if I tried it on your mouth.
Confession #336
I love you so much that I will lie and say I fell off the porch to cover up the bruises the size of softballs on my arm that you with your own fist put on me. Yes, I still love you with all my heart. I never thought I would understand the women who stay.
Confession #337
You aren't really that hot in bed. All this while, I know I have been stoking that ego of yours, and I deserve an Oscar for my performances.
Confession #338
Sometimes when I am upset, it's not because I doubt your love or my own for you. It's because I love you so much it scares me!
Confession #339
I had 2 brief flings with people who didn't really matter anything to me towards the tail end of our relationship, because I felt you moving away. And now that I've found out that I was just the place holder till you found a replacement, I don't feel guilty about it anymore.
Confession #340
This morning, after I dropped off the girls at their respective day camps, I drove home like a bat out of hell just so that I could make love to you before you left for work.
You're an awesome husband, an excellent father and an amazing lover.
You're right, 3 kids and 12+ years later, it does keep getting better and better.
I love you. Thank you.
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336:
Please, please NEVER breed with this sorry excuse for a man. If you don't think he is/was/will be beating on the kids, too, then you're utterly delusional.
If you already have provided him with little punching bags, get treatment for you, for him, for them. You're a big girl now; this isn't the 1800s or rural tribal Afghanistan.
If you wanna take his crap, well, that's sad, but if you let it happen to kids, it's criminally negligent at the very least.
That shit is never OK.
#336: You may feel like you love him, but he does not love you. Love shouldn't hurt. I, too, was one of those women who stayed. Last month I left and even though I have no job, no money, no steady place to live, and no clue what my future holds, I've never been happier.
# 336
I understand how you feel. I too have been involved with a man that I love and that has left marks on me. When he was drunk and we would fight it would get nasty! If you love this man then get some help talk with a therapist. And if he loves you then he will too! My husband and I did and today he is sober and not putting his hinds on me. He is working on his anger issues and is not drinking anymore! I agree the up above comments that the physical abuse can't keep happening I also feel you should reach out for help for yourself and if he is willing to as well then you should give it a chance. If he's not willing to get the help he needs, then honey you have to be strong and take care of you because nobody else will. I hope you chose yourself. My heart goes out to you. Now be strong and find someone good to talk to and tell him he needs to too and be honest with everything when you talk to the professional.
Good luck big (hugs)
#333
you cant hear my tone of voice in my written words. this is not meant to be an insult. But you lied, cheated, and chose a man you didnt want...for what? I think you should have said "I make myself sad."
#337
your only hurting yourself...he thinks he is pleasing you and he is not. maybe he could if you helped. The need to get "good" sex is going to grow and grow until you cheat. And that sex isn't going to be that good either...so your going to cheat and cheat until it becomes as easy as breathing. How do you think he is going to feel when he finds out his wife is cheating and one his of most important, successful contributions to the relationship/marriage wasn't even real...that it was all a lie? your lie. All this, when all you had to do was set the tone of what you like sexually from the beginning of the relationship. I dont understand why women dont do that...
#337 - acting all the time in bed will result in a bad ending. Guaranteed. Either you begin to resent the consistently poor performance and seek to get better elsewhere or he ends up realizing that you are a fake .. then what? All of us understand the occasional command performance but all the time? No no no. How is your fake behavior healthy for the relationship? Lies, or in your case, faking good sex, are not a good foundation for a good relationship.
#339 - Maybe you are a placeholder because he sensed you were having flings? Flings are bad if you are with someone. With people that meant nothing? Really bad and the reasons why are too many to list. Because you felt your partner moving away? Really odd reaction to help make a relationship better no? I think you need to take a much deeper look at yourself before you worry about feeling guilty.
337
My wife takes the time to tell me what she likes and doesn't like every time we do something sexual. You need to tel him what you like and what you don't. As the others have already posted, lying to him just hurts you too. Also, if you start to tell him what you like and don't he may actually start to ask you as I do with my wife.
Sorry for any grammatical errors in this post.
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